Living a lie

Who is that boy?

And is He looking this way?

Is He staring at me?

Please tell me He’s not gay

My eyes try not to stray

Maybe I should say hey

Oh great He’s walking away

Next time, I say

Here He comes again

Now’s my chance to bargain

My way into His heart with my charm

With only my heart at risk of harm

I approach like I’m walking on fragile glass

I feel a clench on my arm and what is it now?

It’s that annoying kid in my pre-calc class

And while we talk I watch Him pass

Maybe it’s all good anyway

I mean I really had nothing to say

And if He cares He’ll find a way

Now I’ll pretend I’m okay

I’ll lie in my bed and call Him stupid

I’ll even curse damn cupid

After all he gave me the curse of love first

But is it possible to love a stranger?

I guess I’ve been living a lie.

Xx Confused Crushed Chocolate xX